Tu hi to mera dost hai....

We don't speak much, we hardly meet, we stay miles apart but still I know that I can call you even at wee hours if I have a problem, I know that even if the world is against me you would be there for me, I know even if I do something drastically wrong you would forgive me, I know that its not necessary to write these things cos we connect so well that even the unspoken is understood....still I want to write this, I want the world to know that you are my best friend and I love you a lot.

I don't care what people think about our friendship, I wont give them a shit...its just that I need you and cant do without you. Cos you are the only person I go running to for every single problem of mine be it regarding my love, career or family.

Just be there for me cos tu hi to mera dost hai.
Raja you are one of the most beautiful gift God has given to me and I am really lucky to have got a friend like you.
Jaane kyun..dil janta hai..tu hai to I'll be alright. :-)

Just like that...

Today I read few lines which I found to be very very true...just sharing them...

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
When you are just an option in their life...

Relationships work the best when they are balanced.

Kaash

Kaash... Hum keh paate dil ki har baat,
Labon se na to ankhon se hi sahi...
Kaash tum padh lete meri un ankhon ko,
To sapne hote in mein shayad ansu nahi...

:D

Its really amusing that how I am posting all this crap in between my training. The moment my trainer comes I have to minimise the window. No wonder how good the finacle training has turned out to be. Hehehehe.

And it continues....

Suggestions are always more in supply than in demand....defying all laws of economics.
People suggest us on every possible thing and every possible aspect of life. Be it from the food we should eat. to the outfit we should wear, to the doctor we should consult, to the place we should visit for a holiday, to the magazine we should read and everything. Some people dont even refrain themselves from suggesting on personal issues and life.

Suggestion are helpful at times as we get to know many things but sometimes it may even get on the nerves. People without understanding the sensitivity of the situation and without realising the dilemma you are into when shower you with unnecessary suggestions it becomes difficult to take it.

Life would have been very easy if it would have been the way it looks from a distance.....but its far too complicated to understand when it comes to relationships and certain issues.

My life is mine, I know its precious but then its not always intentional..the mess we make out of it. Sometimes things just happens and we dont even realise until deep into the muddle. It happens with everyone....even the ones who come and give suggestions. If they look quietly into the mirror..their life may seem to be far more messy and complicated than ours.

One more thing..it might be easy to hate than to love but then who wants to travel the easier ways of life. Am absolutely fine travelling the difficult ways.
I would continuing loving you...Pls dont suggest me not to do that.

For the one who knows its for her !!!

Wo insaan hi kya jo galti na kare... Yes, I too am not an error free person, maine bhi galtiyan ki hain but then I have always mustered enough courage to apologize and say sorry.

Someone said it very right "One of the most difficult things to say is 'I am sorry'"
Angrez bhale hi sorry chhor gaye ho par sorry kehne ka jigar nahi chhor gaye!!!!

Kisine yeh bhi sach kaha hai ki maafi maangne wale se badha hota hai maaf karne wala.
Mera dil badha tha ki maine apni galti ki maafi mangi par jis tarah bhagwan sabko height nahi deta, maaf karne k liye badha dil bhi nahi deta.

Sorry might not change anything for few people but for some sorry changes a lot of things if it is properly said. I cannot hold grudges against a person for long, but some people love to do it. They will keep all the animosity inside their heart and will hurt themselves by remembering it time and again. I wonder ki unke paas aur koi kaam nahi hota kya? Agar maaf kar k bhula diya hota to khud bhi khush hote aur dusron ko bhi khush rehne dete. Well its their choice.

I love to smile and love it when people smile back at me...but some people...Gosh. Lagta hai unhe hasne par bhi tax lagta hai. 'Keep smiling' jaisa beautiful phrase bhi unhe misleading lagta hai.Bhagwaan aise logon ko dil khol kar hasne ki takat de.

Maine kisiko apna friend samjha so I apologized to her for my act but if the concerned person doesnt even try to understand a word instead thinks that everything is cooked up then fuck off,I wont give it a damn. You didnot even deserve my friendship, forget apology.I take back my apology and I confess that if I missed you then I missed the wrong person.

I pray to God that He puts you into a similar situation honey...where you try to apologize for a misunderstanding cropped up due to some act of yours and your apology is mocked at and is unheard just as the way was mine. Tell me then how it feels.

Apology!!!

There are times when we regret some act of ours. Its my time to regret an act of mine. Something that I did in a fit of emotion. Something which has hurt a friend deeply and her pain has hurt me deeply.
Wish life had a 'restore' option and we could get back to a time in past and start afresh.
I know I can never say you this dear friend but I need to apologize, I am sorry that I have hurt you though I had no such intentions. Sometimes things just happen and you dont have a control over it...that night I lost my the control over my mind and broke the promise made to you.
I know I have lost you...you have all the reasons to hate me....you will never ever trust me or speak to me. Punish me in every possible way that you can but dont suspect my intentions to befriend you. You will always be special to me and I just want to see you happy. Keep smiling!!!
I will miss you.